Fearful

I’m scared
But I can’t let it control me
If it is, it is
But it will break me
Are you looking at me
Or in the rearview mirror?
Will the focus change
When you see what you left behind?
I’m sure it’s childish
I’m sure I’m wrong
But I can’t help but think
What will happen when or if
She is right in front of you
Will you follow again?
Time only tells…

Love Dancing

Ups and downs, twists and turns,
Are we in some kind of dance?
Swaying here with you, my partner
Along this road of our journey
That serves as our dance floor
I can’t help but note different steps
Sometimes we’re in sync
Other times we dance differently
But we never let go
Our bodies may drift apart
But we never let go
We’re always holding on
To one another
It’s the only way we can keep
Our balance while we dance together.

Struggling to Move

I'm stuck
Between missing you
And wanting to move on
To cherish the memories
Without living in the past
To think about the future
Without forgetting your face.

I don't know how
To move from where I am
I wish you were here to guide me
I wish you could tell me
one more time
That you love me
To hear you laugh
Or to see you smile again...

I don't want to forget
But I'm scared
That if I move on
I might.
So I'm fighting where I am
Between pain and promise
Knowing what I have to do
Even if my heart doesn't want to.