To Write & Express...and Lacking Words

There is this uncontrollable urge
Welling within me and compelling me
To write the word upon my heart
Though I feel as though I have none
To sort through all the emotions
All the questions and searching
That lie deep within me
I don't have the words to write
What I need to express outwardly
To put on paper the things
I wish to say aloud
For I am not even sure
That I know them myself.
But seized by this passion
I am at a loss to disobey the commands
That is demands of my mind
Perhaps if only I let my heart connect
And all these feelings break free
I could write the same words
Etched upon my heart and soul
But even so,
I cannot seem to write them
Though everything inside me
Yearns to do so