Normal Again

All I want is to feel normal again
To have this pain go away
Heal and feel like I once did
Why does that seem so hard?
Is it too much to ask?
My body is weak and my mind
Doesn't seem to function right
My heart is heavy because of bodily pain
I just wish it were over...
I know healing is a journey
It isn't a straight line
But why then does it seem so long and hard?
Why can't I just be normal again
Is there some pain I caused
That would cause me to feel this badly
What did I do to deserve this?
I have more questions than answers
Time will tell where things go
But for now, I hate where I am
And all I want to do is get better
All I want to feel is normal again...