Lost Your Hold

Caught off guard and suddenly
You're playing my heart like a piano
Hitting every sharp note
Playing on every fear
Because you know me all too well,
You know where I'm vulnerable
Where to make it hurt the most
Where to cut the deepest...

You thought you had a hold
But I've moved on
I'm more than I was before
It may bother me for a moment
But unlike you think
It won't bother me for a lifetime
Bring on that knife you pose as words
My skin is thicker than it once was
I'm not as fragile as before.

I've been through hell and back
I survived
I can't say the same for you
Nor do I really care
Maybe realizing that I didn't care
Hurt you too much, cut too deep
All I can say to that --
Too bad, I don't care anymore.