Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Lost in Gray Decisions

Limbo-ing emotionful
Trying to find a reason
Looking for that moment
Can’t quite locate it yet
Lost in my reflection
Cast in my heart
Disrupted by my thoughts
And broken with distance
I don’t understand . . .
What does this mean?
What does anything mean?

I’ve lost the place in my chapter
Can’t remember the place
But it’s turning and changing
I don’t know where to go
Do I start over?
Or do I begin a new chapter
Hoping I’ve not read it before?
It doesn’t probably doesn’t make sense
It doesn’t make sense to me.

Wondering of need versus necessity
Feeling slightly trapped in limbo
Don’t know where to turn exactly
There are no right choices
It’s all gray – not black and white
I like solids but this seems intangible
I have to make a choice
One that seems hard to make
But it must be made.

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